I'm free and freedom is allowing me to live
I can breath and my lungs aren't aching from breathless sobs
And throbs from losing you
I have found the lover that I have always known to exist
But I always rejected
You are my sun rise in the desert and the line where earth meets sky
There is none like you
I have searched and I have found nothing
I have loved and I have found nothing
I have laughed and I have found nothing
Nothing but You
Nothing but You
Nothing like you who breaks beneath this concrete heart and finds the soft earth resting there
Pouring fresh water like rain molding this mud into me
Me, who cannot be perfect
Because then, I would have to be the complete image of you Abba and I am not
I am but dust
Fist full of lust
The wisdom of men
Paves my way to hell
And I can't tell
Why I haven't been drinking from that holy well.
